I feel as if I'm drowning
In my thoughts
It's all such a big blur
She's suppose to my bestfriend
Does she not want the title?

I'm an amazing person or perhaps I'm not
Maybe there's something wrong with me and not her
Maybe I'm at fault?
Do I try to hard or do I try to little?
It's so confusing when you turn your cheek the other way
What do you want me to do?
Should I leave you alone
Should I dissappear
Are you using me?
Are you bored of me?