I came home

Future news unknown

When suddenly I hear the phone

I hear my mothers worried voice

So I leave my room 

To a room filled with gloom

I was about to face my doom

I was directed to make a call

That would soon make my life fall

Into pieces

Suicide

And I sat and cried

My best friend had died

She was no longer by my side

My steps were no longer a stride

She broke her promise, she lied

And I couldn't decide

If i would confide

In the ocean tide

I fell myself begin to cave

I was no longer able to be brave

I couldn't be okay

I didn't want to stay 

On this earth 

I no longer know my worth

I couldn't leave my bed

These thoughts were swarming my head

Making me wish I could just be dead

I'm just so fed

up

I'm deciding this is too much

I'll never feel her touch 

again