Love
is a horrendously wonderful thing
that makes the heart flitter
but also the pit of the stomach
Weigh the pain of many
emotional bricks
Especially when love 
between two souls
Is merely one-sided.
fantasies of
Play-fighting and watching the sun rise under the comfort of your secret-bearing feather blanket
No longer exist; just in vivid memory
and will never again occur
for the rest of my lucid existence.