I find myself trying to love him
And he's truly hard to love
I mean he's easy to love but, I can't make him feel whats not there
I fight an fight because he's who I wanna love
He knows I love him but when he gets near
He hears the tormented beat of my heart
I lie to hide my feelings
I smile to hide my tribulations
My emotions are riding a roller coaster
And I'm all the way at the top
And when I'm down
I find myself in the dark
Hiding! Hiding! From everyone because no-one really cares
I find myself dripping emotions on this paper
Telling my story
Making you feel bad?!
No !
Because I don't need anyone to feel sorry
Sorry for my heart, sorry for my hurt, sorry for my lost love or sorry for me