My urges

Strong as can be 

My confidence low

Like a pond after a drought 

At my lowest 

I fall

Deeper and deeper 

Farther into the abyss

I go

At my wits end

A miracle happened 

She came into my life 

She was supportive and kind

Beautiful

Like a rose on a summers day

She lifts me up everyday

Everytime I here my phone ding

Friendly 

That's how we were

Then something changed 

Something not good yet not bad 

My sexual desire took the best

Needless to say my needs were met

She took care of me 

In a good way 

I can't say I wasn't selfish 

But damn she takes me away

Away to a distant planet

Where it's just us 

Alone

Alone to do anything our humanly souls desire 

I will see her 

Soon 

If I don't it will drive me into insanity 

Then my legacy will come to be extinct

And nothing more than a myth