Solitude
I found the solitude hidden in my bedroom
A gift, left there by my folly
Or maybe by my inadequacy.
While with it I felt a great discomfort
Which seemed unlike me.
The solitude is reflective and sharp
With it I divide myself into honest, but unequal, parts
Not all of them work.
We play a game together
The game is complicated, and played mostly with words
Some of the parts are very bad at the game
Others cheat
Others mourn the games existence
Or having to share the space with so many parts.
The best parts either care greatly about the game
And strive to play fair
Or they beg for something more important to do
But play it all the same.
The game is difficult and mostly pointless
With such inconsistent players
But at least it is long.