Softening the Edges
I come home to get comfy after a long day.
I’m immediately greeted by my dogs with their infectious and incurable love.
My spirit rises almost instantly but it doesn’t cancel out the pain I feel from my day.
My feet pulse and ache,
my back is miserable and my mind has dark clouds hanging over my thoughts.
I sink into my inviting bed with some food I was able to claim for the kitchen.
I turn on the television and turn on Greys Anatomy.
As the show begins and I eat my food, I look to the end of my bed.
I look at my bearded dragons in their tanks.
I love them, and they love me.
I feel that love as I look at them, my spirit rises more.
I turn back to the television that plays my favorite show.
As I engulf myself in the episode and disappear in the tranquility my bed provides
my pain slowly softens around the edges,
similar to how a steady afternoon rain softens the edges of the world.
The edges slowly deteriorate until I’m almost pain free.
And when it gets late, I turn off the television, close my eyes, and drift into a deep sleep to recover from the trials of that day.
That is the moment when all my pain disappears.