societal conventions
"Slim, thick, curves
She has to be a brick house
With a face to match"
These are the words used to describe "the type"
The girl society provides as perfect
And who am I to complain
Just the face of it
I'm the girl society says is prefect
Yet I am ashamed
I hide away my body
Like a leapord
I face people who complain
About the way I look
How I am too prefect
And they think i will never know what it is like to hide my body away
Because I am everything Beauty Magazines and Tv says I should be
Yet I look to you for validation
I look to my peers to give me my feed back
And they say
You will never be the same
Never be us
And they look at me with disdain and jealousy
And yet they think i don't know their pain
Prefection
Society's idea of beauty
My own personal Shame