Take it slow

One breath

Then another

Day by day

Step by step

Alone is better

Easier

Less people to hurt

Anger 

Isolation

Time bomb ticking

Blast zone empty

Only I remain

It was easy to say

"Yeah I'm okay"

No one sees

What I long to say

"No I'm not"

I feel like I'm drowning

Can't breathe

Mind racing

Chest aching

Gasping for air

I won't make it

Eyes water

Losing time

Tick tock

I sink like a rock

Life is the water

An inescapable prison

I give in

Let the water pull me under

Finally there's light

I don't need to fight

Giving in

Giving up

Is sometimes better

Than waking up

Everyone says

"Keep on fighting"

I'm tired

Exhausted

Drained from trying to stay afloat

Now I won't 

Let the fight stop

Now I give up

And I start to drop

Deeper, deeper

Darker, darker

Peaceful 

Black 

Lovely 

Abyss