The Shoddy and Adventurous Life
A year ago,
I was meshuga in the mind,
I was caught up in a shoddy lifestyle.
I wouldn’t have thought about exceptional conditions.
Now in this time,
I pense that extraordinary events will happen,
I am living a subsistence life,
Redhand in the moment.
I don’t worry about the past.
One year ago,
I couldn’t let go of the one I loved the most,
Someone so dear to me,
That I was bats in the belfry.
It starts to haunt me every second.
But now,
I have learned to let go of the dead,
I mastered the thought that the departed is gone, they cannot come back.
I experienced feelings that were unused,
And know how to handle them with care.
As the days flew by,
I would have grieved over the same event.
I sat in my room and just wrote, till I no longer felt.
I was just a girl looking for what anyone wants…
Just Happiness.
Here and now,
I find the joyous in everything I do,
And I stop to think if it can ruin me in the end.
Before,
I flopped in my room and moped
Nowadays,
I am out and about looking for adventures.
Smiling a little more,
Frowning a little less.