Shit From an Old Notebook
I’m pretty sure that one day my bones are going to collapse. November 14th, 2013.
I’m hungry and I think my stomach has claws.
I gained this week. 124.
I think my mom is pregnant. She usually is. She’s being really weird lately. August 10th, 2012.
A page filled with indecipherable expletives. December 11th, 2013.
Connor thinks I have the Kragle. Apparently I’m a Master Builder now.
Mom took out the measuring tape again. It’s sitting on the counter like a warning. May 13th.
I think my doctor smokes weed.
I’ve been on the meds for a while now. I think they’re swirling together like tye dye in my brain.
Down 5 pounds from Tuesday. I feel control.
The voice is getting scary again.
I am tired of feeling crazy. April 29th.
My psychiatrist is scary. His teeth look mean.
Today, Colin told me I’m a princess.
Blood. May 1st.