The shimmering
I fall
The precipice just dark enough that no light penetrates
Just deep enough where my shouts aren’t heard
Down there, there is nothing, nothing but me
I fill the void, spread out like a thin layer of lightly salted butter
There is no warmth
Only cold, piercing every orifice on my body
I am the dark
The dark is me
Alone, lost in a space filled with me
But then, a shimmering
Like a moth attracted to light, I move
Can it be?
Is there light in this forsaken pit?
I approach, hesitant, watching for a trick, a slight of the hand, but there is nothing
Nothing but the shimmering
The shimmering becomes my focus, my purpose
It rises, and I follow
In the dark there is one more
Up and up and up
No looking back
I emerge like a newly risen phoenix with the shimmering by my side
Once again, I walk the edge
Precipice on one side, salvation on the other
I look for the shimmering, but it is gone, having done its job
Now it’s my turn
With gratitude I jump, finally choosing