I saw you but I couldnt know you, as my heart was seeking the one that was irresistible. You was just a sideline that was invisble to my own eyes. Who knew that I fell in love with a shadow. You was there like a angel supporting me through the emotional break through for loving someone that was a hot as the sun burning against my skin but unfortunately, was unable to be owned. To the irrestible other I was just a existence to what he thought was being a "friend" but unknown to read my feelings as it was still written in a diary but unable to be open. The shadow was just to be there and unseen. We had moments where we would talk through the night about our different feelings for others that we would have known was nothing more but an existence of a friend. One night as the horizon driven to the ocean tides your shadow drew his arms to held to my existence but I was afraid to touch as I thought of the shadow as a darkness to the impossible. The shadow drew his arms and as it grew out more to me it formed into a body and it driven closer to me. You held me tight and i pushed away from you four times as hard as the tides have done to the bridge of the earth. You kissed me with the delight of what I thought was abuse of forsaken love but you held me oh so tight, the force became relax and the resist became vunerable. Your lip was a taste of chocolate flavor in which I couldnt erase of such natural flavor that was brought from where you was origin from. Your warm harded head wrap around me create a feeling of what I thought comfort would never exist. He whisper in my ear "what  you thought of me was a shadow but you was miscorrect and I was instead an existence of what you wanted but would never thought would be until u trusted me". I said "why? after thinking you wasnt there to be the one of my existence" He say "Eventually you will be amazed of what you will keep if you take a chance"  And now as a year and two month you kept me under your shadow feeling me of the impossible and to my own existence I was content of taking this chance through tear and rain and till the day we gotten older so that our children and grandchildren will hear the story of what was unknown but now found.