after hunger and shelter
resolved
my desire made invisible
for appropriateness sake
like a mask of hardened clay
that crushes desires bones
while there is ache
between  over heated thighs
my cock cries like a  baby
purging  gisum tears
wanting to be held
by adorations woven nest

precipitated by scent
daring to have  imagination
a touch that feels like a singing girls choir
smooth skin thrills
hips sway
supple sex angles play
lips that glisten mouth
invitation to dark waters

patterns of speech that invoke Venus
cum unto me with ungirded loins
finally thrown against  cunts
frictionless palace walls
god lives there too
while Christ argues with Aphrodite

the s sound for suck sex
success
teeth that  bite if only they would
im an apple fritter
you are hot cherry bend over

all shape become sex shapes
stroking tongues
like red lanterns on fire
like the rounded heal of a pretty foot
color the color of sex
gradients of tonality
like amber skin
pulled tight over a drum
soft glow
desires flush
form waving form
poised ready to go
oh fucking do it

the way cloths fit
blue jean contours
ass holders
butt huggers
tush snugglers
shape cuddlers

a band-aid on her toe
a missing arm
erotic stump
oh yeah ask Baudelaire
rescue  her
she suffers
heal her soul with a cum sweet stokes
between her starved legs
shes been denied voluptuous kisses
do unto others

talking with her mouth full
wish i was her cheeseburger
her peanut butter and saliva
being chewed 
soaking in her
her teeth separating me
from my self
and then again and again 
wanting to be
swallowed digested
emulsified
ooooh
then dispersion

her mouth
door way to heaven
her hair any which way
or
a beautiful bright eyed dome

scars and tattoos
signs of history
being under her skin
in the skin
then so much more

wars fought
battles lost
did she cry?
a fainting spell
limbs under pressure
contracted calves
facial contortions
fucking my eyes with her bare feet
and heaving chest
me fucking hers with my mesmerism
no bitch i don't blink
and hands of roped arteries
is it working?
does she brake?
hair play
her mask on tight
cracked

pulling into the self
like oyster meat
posing for admiration
selfie without the camera
everything a radiant signal
a mind fuck
a saliva-tor

ive been sexually abused
by being ignored
that should be a crime too
punishable by temptations unrequited
causing severe sexual insecurity
symptoms include
chronic depression
with alternating  magnitudes of anxiety
reality distortions and personality ticks

its never on the news
deprivation at work
deprivation in love
deprivation while shopping
deprivation at school

news flash
Johnny went to school and didn't get layed today
sat next to sexy skirt
with freckles red hair
green eyes 
and pined
maybe if he was dead
she would love him

a puritanical society
that destroys the true unreasoned self
with strictures and manicals
like jail bars and razor wire
sun com-bust the moon
no subconscious here
wipe it under the carpet

fast hot sex in lights
slicked,corporatized
confetti of the scenes
disavow the dark coals
of unspeakable heretical
fecundated eroticism

sex negative patriarchs
guilts children
made life hell
for heavens sake
engineered assured deprivation
death can never come to soon
no healing
no kundalini
no kindalini either

they say sex is sacred
they mean sacred from them
never to them
they keep there genitals in an ice box
and concentrate on lifes curses
and outlaw ecstasy not by decree
but by shame and virtue
terrified that if they don't make themselves miserable
god will do it for them