Im sick of letting people get the best of my emotions. I don't belong to anyone and I never will. I'm too untamable, the ultimate challenge with straightforward notion. The truth is the only thing that truly fills. The most of my being with the hope that I have. God knows my heart cries and lets the earth rain. Down to where I know that everything is something I can. The love for humanity is stronger than all this pain. I see myself through the eyes of other people and Him within mine. Hiding behind my iris, taking refuge within the most chaotic sea. This completely innocent girl that doesn't know where to draw the line. Yet, I know that angel in black lives within me. Dark secrets, but white heart I want you to not want to hurt me. The way you do so easily and then walk away. I deserve so much better than someone with your simple needs. I don't even know you, my body just wants you to stay. But, I'm not my body and there's war in my mind. I won't let you close enough to hurt me. It wouldn't be the first time I've dealt with your kind. I just hope that one day you'll be able to see.