second place

second rate

second try

the number two is always considered bad

or not worth it

or not as good

so maybe that is the reason it's my favorite number

maybe I relate to the negativity and the dislike.

but it doesnt always have to be negative;

to me it means:

second chance

second wind

second path

it helped me realize that 

I am worth it 

and maybe I can help others see

that being second is perfect too