The Scare
Location
Who will I be if this is to happen...
If god or whoever it is up there
Allowed for something like this to be
where inside of me could
transform from the devils whipping tail
to little baby feet
I’ve been tiresome over decisions
That shouldntve be made
If there were two addition signs tht were the same
talking to him bout names
All this worrying over
Lust
five minute game
Alone
smushed together with three couch cushions
5 minutes
4 different minds
3 different positions
2 feet away from a glove
1 death stare to the stomach
2 of my legs shaking
3 seconds for him to figure out my brain racked hard so the
4 of us could walk away in all different directions
5 days of no sleep or eating...
And still counting....
you see
I’ve been waiting
On a calling of words
Because I totally thought that Lust was something
I just heard of
these things called a killing
of a human
But I'm still not sure if
an embryo can recognize the hurting
just yet
In my mind I can see people
being twisted
and maybe be mentally evicted
You see I remembered
what you said
When you said
I could’ve waited
A little bit longer
We both waited a little bit longer
to grab what we needed
The guard
The shield
The preventer
Of this happening
But, I’m guessing all things happen for a reason
And for a girl to be so sharp and pointed
This one event curved her way of thinking
All there ever was
Was that one sentence of persuasion.