Thoughts drift and wander,
Straying from their path.
Confusion and emotions,
Swirl in my head.
Anger and sadness,
Happiness then tears.
Memories fade,
Along with the joy.
What is to come,
What is meant to be.
A pattern seems to be occuring,
A circle of lies.
How can I trusr when my barrier is now so thick.
Pain and anger,
Rage has changed me.
I was so trusting,
Never second guessing.
Not anymore,
I cannot trust anyone.
They are all out to get me.
Panic and fear,
Of the pain getting worse.
This has ruined me forever.
Unless someone can prove me wrong.
Restore my faith in humanity,
Make me feel whole again.
Please,
Somebody save me.