After the darkness cleared from my head

And all of the words that he said disappeared 

I took one good hard look at myself

and realized I was happy 

The waking up in the morning to an empty bed should of struck a sadness

But instead

Something else entirely washed over me

Something I wasn't expecting at all

The happiness I felt was like a relief 

The weight of whatever I had just gotten out of was taken off my shoulders

And I no longer had to worry about it

It should of been sad

It should of different

But it wasn't

And I was actually happy.