Is a moment worth eternity?
Is a creek as wet as an ocean?
Too vast to be simplicity
Too fast to be called a motion
The only thing I held sacred
My blindness let u take it
Physically I remain pure
Emotionally I am now unsure
Now I will forever be changed
The shadow of a heart remains
I sit here ashamed
My soul is untamed
I thought it to be a different circumstance
I was not wrong
I seized the chance
But I held it too long
Pain overdue
How can this be true?
Gripping onto reality
I thought you couldn't stay mad at me
I laugh.
But one of no joy
You have mastered a great craft
My overcome feelings employ
Cold and frozen.
Is how my beating organ shall remain.
I thought I had chosen
But now it will never be the same.
Hatred?
I long for that emotion.
But remember that thing that was sacred?
It was my irrevocable devotion.