Regain.
Regain.
Wondering how I got to this level
The anger building
The tears falling
The fist cracking
Wondering how to calm an angry bull
How to tame the legs
How to relax the steam
How to calm the mind
Wondering how I should react
Should I fight!?
Should I yell!?
Or should I just cry!?
Cry the tears that I have been crying
Cry for the stress
Cry for the pain
The pain!? A pain that is sharp
Making my heart bleed
As the pain cracked my heart in two
Will I continue bleeding!?
Or will the exposed heart close itself
Shaking as the anger runs through my veins
Smirking at the one who causes my anger
Hoping one day the anger, tears, and bleeding will stop
But how!?
How!?
Wondering how I got to this level
How the anger ate my insides
How the tears reddened my eyes
How the fist stayed by my side
Wondering If I will ever regain my blood!