I said it a millions of time cried my heart out believing one day will be that day however I had an shot of reality like no other and for that I can say this was the clearest sign to move on with life itself . I can't continue to make these dreams of one day he will come back or just to have hope at mind be my mystery anymore I need to be real with myself bc on this batter field of love has only cost me aches and wounds to the point where the more I hold on the more pain and heart aches it brought me. I have spoken and cried for too long now it's time I make my way pass the pain for good bc I can't love someone so much and still settle for less than nothing with my heart dangling in the mist of hope. The rebirth of betterment from love...