man my minds a train wreck so explosive but nobody knows what's going on cuz I show no emotion. I don't feel the need to tell people my problems.simply because my problems are my problems. This makes me feel bad matter a fact I feel kind of sad but no one's going to notice keep a happy face then it will all fit into place my feelings are nothing but shit thats all inside of me it would be good to get it out of me I'm sure but then again I'm not. One day it will be better but for now I'll take a shot.