For A Queen.

Location

21206
United States
39° 20' 3.4188" N, 76° 31' 53.3352" W

The feeling seems too progressive
We both rather have it fall
From a thousand skies to guarantee that we have dropped it all

We always run face to face with depression
But i don't want us to fall
From a thousand issues falling from a thousand cloudy skies, guaranteeing that we probably haven't dropped it all

I feel like a hypocrite
Like those people i'm not too fond of
I feel bad, I just want to turn the sound off

Baby I want to reach out to you
Like a flower, i want to sprout for you
I don't know how, but i want to helpfully move my mouth for you

And tell you the magic words so it could be something like a cure
If anything i see a mirrored image that's only looking for support
Sitting in the bathroom with invisible tears
And we cant speak all we urge to, because we are scared

And now i look into your eyes and i'm crying out
You say baby what are you crying about
I'm angry at myself and all my memories begin flying out

I'm grabbing your hand and the wind blows our faces in separate directions
To different obstacles, and now we're both desperate for a reflection

I'm scared that maybe because i'm still bothered and unsolved
That i may displace your puzzle pieces and scramble your mind even more
My worse fear is to see your heart just fall to the floor

You were the one to help me gain strength when my mind was undeveloped
I worry about handling another me and my heart begins to swell up

Anything that comes along, we can go through it together
Because if we both are strong, that could make it even better

I'm at a lost for words, as i stand in the mirror too
I just really need you to know that I want to be here for you

So those times where you sitting in the quiet getting attacked by thoughts
I'm attacked too, n your emotions becomes my thoughts

I would die for you
Step in front of any bullet or any weapon and push you to the safest place you know so you can feel like you're in heaven
I will dodge this life for you and i will swallow your depression
Even if i'm not completely healed, may i still hold a suggestion?
I want to be the person in your life that resembles a blessing
And be able to pull you out of that quiet room with no question
You never are a pest, and you never ask for much
I want to give you the best, with even the slightest touch

My stomach turns when your chest burns and when your heart starts to pump negative emotion
I want to be your magic fountain where there are kisses to be blown in
And i want to be the color yellow and the lyrics to is this love
I want to travel before you so in advance i'll be the man with the magic hands, that will immediately help you up

I want to be the light of the tunnel
The end to the scary movie that you hate
I want to be that random piece of comedy that breaks the fear
And replaces the tears
And exchanges the years
No worries my dear
No more heart ache, i'm here...

Because i cant take the image of slashes on beauty
Because ik there is no one else who matches your beauty
Because I know that if I make you happy, truly
I will block you from being hit from cruelty

Because it pains me to know that you are miles away
Surrounded by people, chasing your smile away
Excuse me if i sound like a child to say
Baby, i really wish to make you proud one day

Half the man i am today is to be credited to my soul-mate
I began to love by knocking down your whole gate
I walked my heart on a leash as if it was a puppy on your lawn
And as i made my imprints on your soul you saw the different paw prints on your heart
I feel as if I've passed on a horrible sickness
My infested emotions..
I never wanted to even witness

But now that that picture may be unfolding directly in front of my view
You should know, no matter how scared i am, no matter what, just as you had me, baby.. I have you.
<3

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