You push everyone away,

Because noone will stay anyway,

So Whats the point?

Until She came and took the pain,

She Made you see color again,

But your habbits did not wayne,

And here you are again pushing back and lashing out,

Your so afraid of what ifs you never think about letting someome in,

They break a window but you build a wall,

No matter how hard you fall,

Your so afraid of being used,

You dont stop to think is this method being abused,

Your afraid of her,

But not because you fear what she will do,

Your afraid of what love will do to you,

Your falling fast,

All of your doubts fly past, 

You were so busy protecting your clipped wings,

You never let anyone teach you to fly,

Now shes gone because you pushed back too much,

Your future seems even darker than before,

So now all there is to do is lie on the cold floor youv come accustomed too,

Now you Numb everything, 

All of the colors go away,

And The only thing left was grey