the pull
An oxen pulls a cart
with all its might
its muscles strain
forming shapes
that outline
patches of its body
bulging from its skin
veins protrude
like the eyes of an animal
when it sees its prey
coming forth
and out
sweat glistens
as it drips down its skin
droplet by
droplet
taps
the rough ground
heels scrape
the surface
the brown, grey
land
as it surges forth
trying to get away from it all
away from the ranchers
that want its meat
away from the other oxen
with whom
it must compete
away from its sorrows
from the harsh blows of the weather
from the loss and hurt
of leaving things behind
but the cart that holds this oxen back
with its wooden panels
and metal wheels
acts too strongly
a force
worth more than gravity
it keeps the oxen
moving back
back
no matter how hard it tries
it can’t take a step forward
it can’t pull any longer
and instead begins to move back
to retreat,
to return
to its old ways on the farm
the pull becomes a
push
a push against
everything it
wants to work for
and so with words
i write
i write for the pull
the pull against
the things that
keep
pushing
us
away