people i’ve loved and hurt
the boy with ocean eyes and gel-swept hair
a deceitful soul, but such a pretty face
he speaks in metaphors and phrases
and lies only when he loves you
he’ll tell you that you’re the only one
and you know what? you’ll believe it
but when it’s over, he’s already with the next
and so you’re standing
watching him heal the heart you hurt
and holding together yours
the boy with the tousled hair
the cheshire grin, the lanky posture
he’s warm and welcoming and feels like home
but beneath his eyes, is something sacred
something he worships, loves
something i will never understand
it slithers like a snake and leaves you wishing for something more
you might feel loved, but never adored
the girl with the soft laugh
the gentle gaze, the leaned on shoulders
a hand pressed against a back, comforting
she feels like ice cream and beach and hot sun
i broke her heart because she loved me
and i was a monster, a bleeding poison
and she didn’t care, she loved me anyhow
but i left her when she needed me most
and she'd only hold her hand on the burning stove so long
the boy with the words
a sensitive heart, i swear i tried to be careful
but when you play with glass
it’s bound to end up broken
he shouted his love from the rooftops
but i liked a quiet, honest love
we didn’t fit no matter how hard he tried
it was sad
but it was real, we were real
the boy with the auburn hair and the jokes
he might love you, but never the most
you'll feel it, but it's not enough
he loves you, but not enough to keep you