it's 4am and im not feeling sleepy at all
it keeps me wide awake, worrying
the silly little details that will not matter when i look back
New Years was only a couple days ago and im starting a new life
insecurity when i have more than one person that adore every little flaw that i have
worrying when i know my god is under control over every problem
depression when i try to make the people around me all smiles
feeling unworthy when i know i have someone who thinks im good enough
everynight i feel terrible
wanting to run away and wonder, who will worry and look for me first?
crying every now and then because im as sensitive as pouring bleach on to a coloful piece of clothing
crying; wanting to be appreciated more like the last diamond on earth
a girl like me only wants to be loved and wanted
a girl like me who would rather feel numb inside.
hoping one day i will pour out my heart to someone who i trust and wouldnt mind