Painful Days
Why cant I explain these feelings
I guess life has taken on a new meaning
Like, I dont feel any better singing
Because on the inside my heart is still screaming
I asked God to take away all the pain please
To rip out my heart and let me freeze
Because in my chest all I feel is the squeeze
So really there's no way to make me feel at ease
My body has lost all its support
Inside me lies no emtions of any sort
I wish I could build and hide in a fort
Or that somehow all memories of you would abort
They say that time will heal the wound
But to me time, isnt anytime soon
Because now every night, I still look up at the moon
And remember how I said I would always remember you
Regardless of my past, I will smile everyday
Even if the pain will never go away
Down on me will always shine a beautiful sun ray
And I will move on, or so thats what they say