"The Pain I Feel In My Leaking Heart"
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Look at me and see what you want
Never want the fame but I do want the glory
I'm never going back to who I was
People judge me than say it's all in my head
I swore higher than the eagle with much pain
Pain that they can't see, feel, or ever want to understand
Looking in the mirror why do I cry
So much pain I feel like this has been the most hurt in my heart
Trying is never enough I must succeed in everything I do to prove a point that won't get me any chance to change a once judged mind
Blood running deep in my skin the veins and vessels that I call my own
Why judge on the person that tries her best
The pain that I leak from my weak mouth words coming out that no one can understand
Notice me for the brains that I grow to become a brilliant mind
The choices I make will never become the choices they will take
One on my mind and one in my wallet never spent that friendship like they did
I take a deep breath and ask myself why am I on the edge and not in my class I daydream about my tomorrow what will become of it
The pain that I feel leaks slowly from my veins nothing but weakness that I feel
What a shame that you had so much but have little now
No one will ever take a chance with a person like me
Let me be the one that will turn the world around in the next decade so they know who I am
Looking for an answer but no ones at home why does my heartache
Sad that I became who I am today and not who I wanted to grow up to become
Just another misunderstood teen in this world
No time for a world that has to judge me so poorly