THE PAIN, HATE, AND FEELING
It's hard to read my thoughts because you can't see my scars
I'm in pain so empty and I guess I'm a basket case
Maybe I should lock my stupid ass away
Feeling half-awake from all these pills I'm taking
Hate parties, Hate people Hate people who only call when they need you
Hate the kind of friend who never calls you
Back at me because you make me miserable
Back at me because I am a basket case
Start to love the pain I'm feeling
Feeling numb is not healing
Someone give me something to live for
I'm just another disappointment, guess the doctor was right
cause he said I'm fine got these pills and seems to make me smile more
but only on the outside but never on the inside
I can't eat any longer without feeling sick, so I guess I'm done eating
While I feel alone, I'm not alone. I keep this pain inside so that I don't scare you,
but you look at me with worry as you see my scars.
That's fine, it's just my warrior marks.
I hate the world as much as I hate the world, but I guess I'm staying in it.