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You held me close
Then left me
I watched you, waited and adored you
But you weren’t elated to see me
Spending all your time working those long hours
Left me all alone to smell those flowers
When you let
He collapsed
A man isn’t supposed to cry, especially one’s father
Yet you made him
It wasn’t your fault
That I was left in that vault
Which was my heart, closed
My emotions gone
But I was strong
I overcame
That fear of the blame
That led me to believe
It was me that made you leave
I stood watching as your body was carried away
I stood as my father’s resolve withered that day
I stood as you convulsed, as my family cowered in fear
But no one whispered in my ear
No one thought to comfort me
No one spent time to hug me tenderly
I stood strong as you cried, unable to speak
I stood as the smell of smoke filled the house
Because everyone else was too weak
I watched at night as your skin went from black to pale
Yet I was that tower, small and frail
I was still strong
When I was told I didn’t belong
I fought back
When my hair was pulled
My temper fueled
I stood strong and found where I belong
Those days where money was scarce and I lived off bread
No one was hovering over my head
Seeing if I was ok
Asking me how was my day
No, I had to walk that dark street
Singing my song of defeat
As that money withered away
Just as you did that unfaithful day
But no, I worked hard
I yelled and screamed
Only when I dreamed
But the world wasn’t as sweet
Watching that darkness cover my house
I felt like a mouse
In this big bad world
In the cemetery, I was curled
As that ice cold rain fell on me
But nowhere could anyone see
The pain and suffering that had befallen me
Because I was strong
I fought back when that hand went smack
Covered my mouth and held me back
I was strong
When they came to take me
I didn’t wonder what would happen to me
Because I was strong
I worried for you
For you who had turned so blue
As I struggled and fought
No more was I taught
The good things of the world
Because now only the bad things swirled
I was handed cosmetics
Instead of the nurturing anesthetics
That could’ve healed me
But no I am strong
I rose up from the world
My heart may be scarred
But no longer am I alarmed
I accepted the help needed
And I wasn’t defeated
I was saved
I behaved
I changed
Following my fate, not prearranged
I broke that cage
I controlled my rage
And learned what it’s like to love
Now I follow guidance from above
That bible direction
Is my connection
To those who care
To those who share
And to those who saved me
So watch me grow
And watch my hope flow
For no longer will I be
Afraid