Onstage
It’s the people that get to you
They’re either thunder or silence
It’s infectious, their energy
Makes your heartbeats violent
Their rapture is music
Their highs are addictive
Mold their emotions with your hands and voice
Just try not to lose them
Your cadence is a syringe
Injecting tears into the atmosphere
The rhythm coalesces
Into rain on backs of people here
Your hands are dancing
Mirroring your voice
Up and down the scales
Somehow you turn saltwater into noise
That builds up and then explodes
Into bubbles of gas
Heating the last attack you spill
You know you’re going to be back
To back, sitting again
With yourself and a pen
Wondering what you have to say
That will make you relax
So you can breathe
And write words to make their stomachs turn
All over again
A melody to make their hearts burn
You breathe fire
You’re taking your time
You know the moment is dire
You’re about to run out of rhymes
And then it’s gone
The instruments fade into the crowd
You take a bow now
And thank them all for coming out
But you’ll see them
When you're at your desk with a pen
Wondering what you'll have to write
To feel it again