She constantly does things his way-
hoping and praying that things would change.
talking to God more hours than she should-
nothing never opened up nor change.
constantly being accused and hit by the man who vowed to love her till death-
she was baffled at how he treated her and looked at her like she was less than a woman.
she had the courage but lacked self-confidence the constant abuse was straining her since-
the only way out was death by his words.
but in one minute everything would change but not soon enough-
He would get hit and become paralyzed; she would be stuck taking care of him
to her this was vengeance in her mind but she couldn't do it
she genuinely love him and cares for him.