My inability to manage time has struck me harder than a lightning bolt could 

I took the first step towards recognition, and know that I would 

I would like to change, for the better

But I have hit several lows, not knowing which is rock bottom 

I would like to say, round two has been good to me 

But unfortunately, it has only made me miss home more

Miss my old self more

Miss God's love more 

I really mean to love you, I just have not really learned how