She sits everyday wondering

                                                        If only she can figure out why

                                                                    Why must I go through so much hell?

                                                                              Why is life so complicated?

                                                                                       When and where is my brake through?

                     The life she once lived only few can survive

                               I on the other hand was lucky, lucky to hold on - to what?

                                       The internal pain she once endoured, left a scar, that only the strong can see

                                                Yeah see what?

                                                      The pain

                                                            What pain Sasha?

                                                                   The one right here, right here in your eyes

                                                                           Umm maybe you see something I don't see

                                                                                    Maybe I am still hurt

       Living with the memory of what life used to look like is deadly

           I've been hurt by having no father, Yeah the one I was suppose to call dad

               Being broke ain't no joke, Hugh if only you knew

                    Knew what?

                            The tears I cried and tried to hide, that got me broken

                                 I know

                                       You think you know, but you don't

         I left New York for me

               It was the best decision I ever made

                    I'm happy, Sasha I'm me again

                          Most of all I'm free