Oh. Father and Mother

I truly love you both,

You are the King and Queen of me,

Your love has always been displayed

For the cold world to see

How much I mean to both of you,

But, I need to say

Something evil has come my way,
I have a dark side about me
that is something I don’t like to see;

When it comes to me in darken dreams

that brings on emptiness

of true loneliness where life is cold

I do standalone being very bold,

I masks everything about me,
I feel the freezing wind
dancing upon my ivory skin,

While the rain rolled off me

like angels has been crying for me,

things around me are the sounds of creepiness

of a silence of hurtfulness

where life knew not to make a sound

but the weeping of the wind

hollowed out to my soul

like it was trying to tell me something,

ravens are in the trees staring back at me

with eyes of fear

like they can see the evil coming near,

in the pathway of the fog

I could hear the frogs making sounds

Flopping and hopping slips and sild

Jumping in and out of water

While the rain kept pouring down,

That when I started hearing

branches break off from the trees,

while a deep voice started calling out my name,

that’s when I started running very fast

from this darken past,

Oh. Father and Mother

I truly love you both,

You are the King and Queen of me,

Your love has always been displayed

For the cold world to see

But what does all of it mean

When all I must show for it is pain

That comes to me in darken dreams?

This old pain started rushing back to me 
like a wild rain storm

That has got out of control

 What is it that is trying to take over my soul?

I hold my head up high
Showing others, I am doing just fine,

I am a goddess in a true fashion 
that is what my father handed down to me,

My mother the true goddess of beauty and love,
but that was a time where love was on my side

chapter of my life,

 I have many pages that still needs to be written

Where I need to truly be forgiven.

I write all the time

 Just for the world to read all about me

What it is I bleed,

Life wasn’t all that easy;
Like others would think it should have been for me,

I had always felt a part of me had been lost for some time
I try hard to find out what it is 

That keeps me on the edge

That keeps giving me this cold emptiness

Where I start to feel I don’t belong

To a place where love remans

I come to face most of my fears,
But something of long ago 

Keeps hanging on to my soul
always eating away on my mind

Taken me to a place of darkness,

I remember someone given me a drink
like a potion to help me sleep;

I then started having a lot of bad dreams,
that when I would hear something evil
crying out to me giving me much pains.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY