I just want to get lost in the crowd
Walk amongst other beings
Amongst the whole, just an observer
just a small part of the eternal play
On a rainy day
Next to a cafe
I want to be nudged by a hand, belonging to a man,
Eager to get to his destination
Back to reality
Reminding me that I, too,
Am a part of the greater universe.
I've been disconnected for so ling,
I've functioned at the level of binding fear,
That I forgot
The sacred feeling
Of existance, of resonance
To the ultimate source
The innocence of purity.
Bring it back
Bring it all back to me.
Let me be.
I want to go
To New York City.