I want nothing more than to lay and forget.
Forget that the sun exist and rises relentlessly
Feign ignorance of the monotony 
That encompass my every breath
 Wishing for nothing more than to absolve this pure anger
At the particles that make up the world 
Towards the worthless molecules that make up me
 
Begging the ever devine whether there or not
Unburden the tired and console the weak
Soothe my relentless lungs 
Put me to sleep 
 
Imploring the empty space where I look up 
To fix all that is wrong
All that I rather obliterate from memory
Revitalize me
Steep some desire into my ghost.
 Tearing through complacent sorrow

I gave up
I am a husk
I am apathy