Nowhere But Up
You made promises
That you never kept,
Why did you always
Lie to me?
Was it to keep me close
Or was it to push me away,
I always loved you
But you never truly loved me.
Are you proud of me?
Do you love me?
All you ever told me was a bunch of lies
And I always wanted to believe you
Everything is falling apart now
Where can we go,
There is nowhere but up now
You constantly hurt me
Your harsh words stab my heart
I never understood why,
Why I ever stuck around you
You will forever hold a place in my heart
They always told me to let you go,
But I could never give up on you
Are you proud of me?
Do you even love me?
All you ever said was a bunch of lies
Everything is now falling apart
Where can we go,
There’s nowhere but up now.
Your time has been taken,
You have lost all of your chances,
This is no game anymore
I knew you would never come back
But I still held on
There is nowhere but up now,
Time to move forward,
There is nothing you can do at this point
You failed to be in my life ever again.
I hope you feel emptiness in your heart,
Because I will forever have a hole in mine,
You damaged me,
I hope you learned your lesson
“Fat”
“Ugly”
“Stupid”
Your words, to your daughter
Are you proud of yourself?
Do you love yourself?
Did you notice your own lies?
Everything is broken now,
There is no we, it is you and I
There is nowhere but up for me now