Growing up
Hearing the words of those closest
Saying Life is Great
From a young age some, well I began to question

Its seems these days
No matter what happens or
What I do
Nothing rids me of the memory

In your Vows
you said you loved us
did you really
do you even know what love is
You can say what want
I stopped hearing you a long time ago
When I think of you
I think of what you
Not only did to her but did to me
Its not some short memory that we will forget
There are daily reminders of what you did
Somedays drag out like it'll never end
Like reliving the memory
That reminds me that is all you will ever be to me
I have a father now
He is the best thing that happened to mom and I
He provides us with more that you ever could and ever will
What do ask?
Do I refer to you as my dad?
No
Not now
Not ever
Your worthless to me
I don't know where you are
or really who you are
but I do know your nothing but the
the worst MEMORY of my life
A memory that made me stronger
A memory that made me who I am today
A memory that make me want to strive for better
To make myself a better person
And show bad things can happen to us but we have to do the best we can with what we are given.