I love myself but no one loves me

I dont understand why he cant see good in me

Every punch and brokes bones

Isnt the type of love you want to be caught up in

I walk around this house asking myself what i can do different

Everything is so spaced and blank in my mind

I regret not leaving 

If your in this delusional situation 

Then please leave

Once they hurt you they wont stop

If you fight back it will be worse

Think about your future under  a big house

Your worth more then getting hurt

You deserve love 

This isnt love

Im 16 dealing with thoughts

Tears in my eyes

Thinking

Why cant i leave?