To noone
Location
I put the broken in broken records
I will not treat your body like something precious
Even though you have fragile stickers laid out on your edges
Baby, I am not U-haul
I am no good at transactions
I thought the "handle with care" label was a bit extravagant
for someone who throws their body around
In hopes of a boy with no hopes to catch it
Even so, your name started to become catchy to my tongue
I was a native to your heart and my hands touched your skin as if
fingertips could make something not as hard
I had one taste of you and realized you were keeping me starved
I treated you
Like you were a quick fix at night
Piercing into my skin, plaquing my viens
along with my innocence
I know it wasnt right , but you were damn good heroin
that I was never planning on falling in
Maybe this is what the adults called an unhealthy relationship
So I tried running
but I could only run back to you
With open arms and a heart that has been painted blue by hands that have yet to see
tenderness
Everywhere I went I felt haunted until I realized I was dragging around
the ghost of your past
And it wasnt like I was expecting things to last
I was just hoping maybe you wouldnt leave me like that
And we could listen to scratched records on my bedroom floor
And I could love and I could love
And I could make it stop hurting anymore