I feel so alone
So broken so shattered
I can't find my way
Through this dark.
I grope down the long hallways
The wallpaper tattered
The consistency almost
Like bark.
I trip and I fall
And I feel the blood gushing away
I open my mouth
And I try to call
But my voice isn't mine
And I could not control what I say.
My head
Busted open
My leg bone
Went crack
I no longer know
Where the pain begin
But feeling
I started to lack.
Soon I felt nothing
And I started to float
Way up high
Nothing could reach me
I suddenly
Wanted to gloat
Now I knew
Forgetting the pain was key.
So numb so empty
Am I even alive?
How can I be?
Oh no I need to revive.
So numb so empty
How can I be?
What happened to being alive?
The darkness stole it
The feelings betrayed
The abyss is nearer than you imagined
Take one last hit
Your sin displayed
Now that you've started, there's no way to win.