No Way Out
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He came into my life,
When I was just a little girl.
I was so happy and young,
And then he changed my world.
One night I went to bed,
And he came in to say goodnight.
Except he took so long,
To turn out my bedroom light.
He really hurt me that awful night,
I had no clue what to do.
I thought it must happen,
To every little boy and girl.
Well I lay in bed that night,
Hurting inside and out.
Tears streaming down my face,
I tried so hard not to scream and shout.
I put that horrible night,
To the back of my head.
As I wandered off to school each day,
So nothing would be said.
Some time had passed away,
It happened then again.
Nobody there to know,
It was him and me again.
I sat closely next to him,
Just watching some T.V.
When he pulled me close again,
And again molested me.
I thought it would only happen,
If i did something bad.
But when I found out I was wrong,
I felt so alone and sad.
Six years after the start I got,
The courage to tell someone.
The police got all involved,
I was hated then by some.
Well in the end it was too much,
I gave up at that point.
Everything went back to normal,
I swear I wish I died.
I'd told a few close friends,
It's hard for them, you see.
To put up with a stupid,
Teenager like me.
All I do is cry,
Cause no one understands.
What I feel inside each day,
Please, someone, take my hand.
I cut myself sometimes,
When the pain becomes too much.
I hate him for what he did,
And where he used to touch.
I often think I'll run away,
Or step out in the road.
My future looks so bleak, so dim,
I'm only 20 years old.
So now you see I'm stuck forever,
I just want to scream and shout.
But there is something you should know,
For me, there's no way out.