Deja vu 

ground hog day 

both the same 

there is no change 

 

so I’m imprisoned 

like a mouse on a wheel 

spinning fast 

too scared to squeal 

 

I’m like the passing of time 

standing in a queue 

nothing happening 

the frustration makes me want to cry

 

it feels like a memory from Christmas time 

when I discover Santa

is not real my parents lie

they commit crimes 

 

the disappointment 

is like a tsunami 

building up exploding 

the force of emotion is drowning me

 

to stare truth in the eyes 

to know you do not love me 

makes me wish it all to be a nightmare

so I don’t have to care

 

but I’m human you see

the pain is killing me

I’ve been here before 

that’s why I can’t do this anymore.