Waiting for the last word to make me lose my mind

But I can’t hear you, I can’t see you, I’m on a wave

You just want to be mean, evil and unkind

Where is your soul, your love, look how you behave!

I shut you out because all you do is make me hurt

Saying untrue words to break me down with your ego

You have never said a nice word to me since we met

 I been in your misery even then I can’t let you go

You take your deeds and mentally beat me to the bones

You can’t even return my love? You have no emotion

You tell me that you want me to leave you alone

And when I leave you want me to return back home.

I keep holding on hoping you will be a better person

But I am just lying to myself hoping for the impossible

Over and over again and I havent learned my lesson

Why am I still with you when there is really no reason

I’m just a fool, thinking you’ll show me love one day

I pray somehow you will change your evil heart

But today I learned that a person with no love can’t find its way

Because he was never taught about love from the very start.