I'm alone with my thoughts again
Night is when I feel nothing but pain
I'm alone, I'm scared, get me distracted. Please, I wanna stay sane.
My brain is slowly killing me, it making me think images that make me feel lame.
I am not enough and never I'll be,
that's the negative thought I always see.
But it's not the only thing, there's always something more, My mind wants me dedder than the dead sea.
I feel a pain in my chest,
my heart aches, it's beating too fast,
but I don't want to leave, I want to stay. I'm probably too stressed,
and it's all because of the thing that inhabits my head. They're an unwanted guest
that wont leave me alone. It's a friend, sees me more of a prey
they're getting ready to get me fully on the bay.
But I will resist, they will pay
for all the pain they caused to me and my friends.