I can’t think
I can’t breath
What is this surrounding me
Is it hell
Is it life?
What is this?
All this strife
We all survived living through
This hell thats woven
From our tears
But what is this
This brand new strife
I never knew
Never thought
This could happen to me
No one else thought it to
My mom was never one to do
A drink so strong
A drink so deadly
Never thought
Never knew
What this all could do
Corrupting my world
Never thought
Never knew
This was the end
I’m pulling through
Never thought Never knew
I couldn’t do what I wanted
I never thought and I never knew
That this was the way
My life would turn
Fucking bitch
Leaning on the monster
Stupid Father never knew
The danger of owning the beast
He let it sit
He let it boil
He kept it there
Freezing cold
For the Turmoil
She took it all
Every
Last
drop
Never thought
Never knew
Mother what
This would do
To you
Could my world be ending,
Or is this my new beginning?
Monster leave me
Monster go
No one wants you
Even though
You taste so good
Sliding cold down my throat
Such an evil little thing
You tear Family apart
You don’t even have to try
Just there in the freezer you must sit and
Wait
Never thought
Never knew
What this could do
It’s a waste
Like the ice
Of my world
Wearing thin
I don’t know
How much longer
I can take
All this pain.
Wearing through
Wearing thin
This is my lullaby
Sweetly sleep
Mother dear
For you drank yourself away
Monster look
Monster see
What you have done
You crashed into
Our lives so grave
Never thought
Never knew
What this shit
Could do to you
Never thought…..
Never knew…
Never…
Never…
Never again.