Myself and Me
Most people think I am fine within myself.
I would love to tell them how I really feel about
All the turmoil in my heart and head
And my priorities.
I wish I had a folder so they were easier to see.
Such a hypocrite, that's what I am.
Oh no, but please don't judge me!
I smile and do the things they say,
When on the inside I'd like to:
Smash my head against the wall
And maybe yours as well.
Oops, I'm really sorry,
In case you couldn't tell.
She says I look unfriendly, unapproachable,
And mean,
But accepted and included is what I really want to be.
Won't anyone love me?
(As long as you're meeting the criteria, let's see here…)
I'm just kidding, I'm fine all by myself.
That's what I want you to see.
You don't need to know the inside;
That's between MYSELF and ME.